rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

6 apr. 2021
5 825 816 Weergaven

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • Unfortunately these videos just look like she’s looking for sympathy and people to enable her drug and alcohol use. Too much swapping and changing if your an addict you simply can’t do any of it.

    Bylliejo MartinBylliejo Martin4 minuten geleden
  • she's a warrior and I'm so proud of her!

    Raphael CarvalhoRaphael Carvalho9 minuten geleden
  • Wait, so is this the last episode?

    Victoria CapoVictoria CapoUur geleden
  • She has to many yes men it's sad u can tell she thinks the world revolves around her .

    vanessalanessiia channelvanessalanessiia channelUur geleden
  • Watching this makes me think that she thinks she needs this industry and career. Like if she wasn't in the entertainment industry she'd have nothing. I mean even these interviews are too much

    Kimberley SommervilleKimberley SommervilleUur geleden
  • Judgement day.

    P WP WUur geleden
  • She's lying to herself, her family and friends are nothing but enablers... She's going to OD eventually again if she keeps going down this road, next time she might not be that lucky

    Moni-k 1687Moni-k 16872 uur geleden
  • Why buying a giant fancy house when you "understand" how all the struggles with addicions, ED, mental disorders work? Why not donating money to foundations which help those people who don't have money to get help? Or animal welfare institutions?

    Agnieszka SanigórskaAgnieszka Sanigórska3 uur geleden
  • Why is this video not letting me watch?? It's saying I have to pay but doesn't give me a link or any way to pay?? Can someone help please😟

    Ekko HullEkko Hull4 uur geleden
  • 27:06 look how cute Batman and Ella are

    Jasmine BrouwerJasmine Brouwer7 uur geleden
  • The best friend an sober companion shouldn’t be around her she’s not sober she’s lost this is just for show moderation is bs weed is still a drug

    Saturday PlayedSaturday Played8 uur geleden
  • I hope no one dealing with addiction sees this.

    A GooA Goo9 uur geleden
  • Ok. So you were never bipolar?? That's odd

    TIffanyrose AngelesTIffanyrose Angeles10 uur geleden
  • I love the side of her that's into animals & crystals!! But,I'm secretly hoping,she doesn't become a serial dater" Which could perhaps slip her back into addiction. Demi, luv,feel free to cry. You still young! They'll be many many more loves to come. Or,maybe not. Maybe you should seek therapy not using your friends " as therapists" Though they are great ppl ( for a celebrity)

    TIffanyrose AngelesTIffanyrose Angeles10 uur geleden
  • Boy this girl is so confused,u been with guys ya whole life and at almost 30yrs ya dating girls smh 🤦

    Sean hSean h13 uur geleden
  • I LOVE the hair!

    Lee HillLee Hill13 uur geleden
  • I am in love with her hair style..she looks amazing

    Melissa ColeyMelissa Coley15 uur geleden
  • Who did Demi vote for? 🗳

    Melissa ColeyMelissa Coley15 uur geleden
  • I am very worried for her, and it is because I see myslef in her situation almost to a T. You May have this under control for now.

    Christy IbsinChristy Ibsin15 uur geleden
  • would be a fun video!!

    bcvbb hyuibcvbb hyui16 uur geleden
  • I think what everyone in these comments needs to do is keep their opinions to themselves. I've got my own opinions about how Demi is choosing to live her life now but she honestly doesn't need to hear them from a woman in Scotland, you know? This is her life. What works for one person, won't always work for another and the same goes for her in this situation. It's not up to us to trust her or comment on her, we're here to listen to her music and if you don't like it, honestly, it's easy to walk away without commenting. I'm not backing her decisions up nor am I putting her down and that's honestly what we should all be doing. I wish her all the luck in the world for a happy life surrounded by those who love her.

    LittleLemoneyLittleLemoney16 uur geleden
  • Is this the last episode orrrr?

    Lindsay AndersonLindsay Anderson18 uur geleden
  • Elton John kept it real. She has waaaaaay too many enablers

    Nik HopsonNik Hopson18 uur geleden
  • All I can say is thank you for staying

    YvonneYvonne20 uur geleden
  • Is it just me or was this just alittle bit more intense with my headphones on?

    Amy FabianAmy Fabian22 uur geleden
  • is this the last episode or will there be more??

    maria grijaldomaria grijaldo22 uur geleden
  • kiane starneskiane starnes22 uur geleden
  • What blows my mind is her comment about still trying to convince herself that it’s ok for her to do any of these things in “moderation” when the very beginning of her song dancing with the devil starts out with her saying the same thing “it’s just a little red wine.. it won’t hurt me.. I deserve it” etc showing that obviously her fooling herself in the past about moderation didn’t work out and yet she’s still trying to justify it now.. I pray that she really does finally see through her BS enough to stop completely

    Harmoni GibsonHarmoni Gibson23 uur geleden
  • WOW......i watch all this just to hear her say she is using in "moderation" ? Really??? What a bad message to spread and honestly; no you are not sober .

    Sarina ParrishSarina ParrishDag geleden
  • K no more episodes or?

    Nailove BeautyNailove BeautyDag geleden
  • It’s nice to see a plus sized celebrity for once! 💯💯💯

    RavageNightmareRavageNightmareDag geleden
  • I have been pill free for almost six years now. I still smoke, in moderation, and I still have a drink maybe every two months or more... But smoking for me has also taken away so many of my other medications. It CAN work for some people, but I too think very black and white, BPD as well as bipolar disorder. Keeping hope that this too works for her! Your journey is yours alone. 💗💚

    Britnee StClairBritnee StClairDag geleden
  • I still feel like she is showing us a facade

    mia miamia miaDag geleden
    • I am worried tbh

      Emine BEmine BDag geleden
  • She still looks so so so lost. My best friend passed away from a heroin addiction in my heart goes out to her and her family and friends. But this whole moderation thing is worrisome. I hope she heals and finds happiness.

    Marci RhodesMarci RhodesDag geleden
  • Well Eltons 30 years sober and not through moderation! "You either do it or you dont" and that is the bottom line.....

    Freddie morganFreddie morganDag geleden
  • Girl is surrounded by too many yes people

    Ruby RoseRuby RoseDag geleden
  • It is nice to no that just because you are famous and have everything and can buy everything. You are still just a person in the end. #loveYouDemi. If you read this Demi Lovato a just want to say that you have help me with my body positive to my one body. And new now a have tried to have a shirt on in school and talk in school and not just being a spooky 👻. Thanks, Lovely Demi Lovato.

    Helèn Jonsbäck - Elev Wämöskolan 7CHelèn Jonsbäck - Elev Wämöskolan 7CDag geleden
  • I fear we might lose Demi. As someone who has been surrounded by addicts in my family, moderation doesn’t work. It never will. :/

    IsaIsaDag geleden
  • I cant see the video :(

    Mariana RiveraMariana RiveraDag geleden
  • The only one who has the courage to say the true is Elton John

    Marceline DbrlMarceline DbrlDag geleden
  • Why isn’t she getting help for depression

    Dranzer HDranzer HDag geleden
  • Demi, you need more people in your life that will tell you the truth. I pray this happens before the people around you “yes” you to death...literally. I pray you find your true identity and realize there is more to life than numbing the pain. We learn things about ourselves through the pain. Without those lessons, we repeat the cycle.

    Vicki LuciaVicki LuciaDag geleden
  • 27:14 She looks so cute. That hair cut looks great on you 🤍

    hola soy Tatihola soy TatiDag geleden
  • everything was ok, until she injects the politics at 22:05

    abilyn 1105abilyn 1105Dag geleden
  • The moderation thing seems like a slippery slope, but maybe being more comfortable with herself and having support around her will keep her on track. Her hair looks amazing - makes her even more cute....if that’s even possible!! Glad she dumped the actor - he seemed shady 😏

    Michois HMichois HDag geleden
  • Ich vermisse den deutschen Untertitel

    Emma von S.Emma von S.Dag geleden
  • Only two minutes of watching and I already want to cry, damn

    KaesthetycKaesthetycDag geleden
  • milking tf out of it

    Vinegar HusbandsVinegar HusbandsDag geleden
  • oh boy cant wait to hear about a rich crack head, shes different lol

    Thomas HarrellThomas HarrellDag geleden
    • BAAHAHAHA I like this.

      MandaMandaDag geleden
  • I’m so sorry but the makes me better to say that these help me because I’m not a drug addicted I knew that I’m not the first or last one on these earth that struggles we all as human beings struggle and sometimes we need that help anyone with that problem contact someone to help you 😍

    Victoria Grande zunigaVictoria Grande zunigaDag geleden
  • I love you Demi, you are absolutely amazing. Famous or not your only human we all make mistakes. Your beyond amazing and I'm proud of u. I'd do anything to have my cousin here with me. He OD and died in 2017 from "h". I blame myself for him dying bc I felt like I wasn't there for him. When he needed me the most 🥺. You are beautiful and you are strong and I love u and wanna keep you in positive thoughts

    Jessica OlguinJessica OlguinDag geleden
  • These people needs to stop sugarcoating the whole situation. Just be real to her. How many more documentaries are they willing to do.They are like oh it is over let's have fun.She needs professional help

    Dilara ArasDilara ArasDag geleden
  • I dont think this is gonna be the last struggle of hers but I want to think so. I feel like she needs to get away from social media take a little break and stop making everyone believe that she is fine now bc she isn't fine. After that she could just fine a true person with a real character who will take care of her emotionally.I feel bad bc something horrible happens she makes a doc and same thing repeats.I truly wish she can get out of this horrible rabbit hole.

    Dilara ArasDilara ArasDag geleden
  • When is the next episode?

    Sav JordanSav JordanDag geleden
  • She really needs to open her eyes and realize there is more people in the world than herself! Looks outside of yourself Demi or you will never get better.

    Ang boggsAng boggsDag geleden
  • This moderation isn’t going to work. I’m scared for her.

    Soph _VxSoph _VxDag geleden
  • This poor girl! Spinning out of control. If she hasn't already slipped? She will soon. There is no such thing as moderation when it comes to sobriety. Your either ALL IN or not. This girl is lying to herself and everyone else.

    Alex KeatonAlex KeatonDag geleden
  • I think y'all should give Demi a little credit for choosing to include Sir Elton John's comments on the moderation thing. But I honestly think that everyone's journey is different when it comes to addiction, like she said, the first way didn't work and that's why she's trying something else. The only certainty is uncertainty at this point.

    Mazvita SelemaniMazvita SelemaniDag geleden
  • Demi’s story is very powerful and I want her to know that she’s even more empowering now than ever before.

    Kaijuuu ._Kaijuuu ._Dag geleden
  • I recently lost my brother to an overdose and watching this made me feel so close to him. Thanks for being vulnerable and bringing us inside the mind of an addict. I'm so happy you're on the other side of it now ❤️

    Amanda HughesAmanda HughesDag geleden
  • I love her so much, but it feels like the silence before the freaking worried about her 😔😔😔🥺

    Wiktoria MizerskaWiktoria MizerskaDag geleden
  • I mean as long as moderation MEANS moderation but it might not. so I hope for the best

    M LM LDag geleden
  • fake brainless sellout

    Bryan TaylorBryan TaylorDag geleden
  • Her laugh at the end! I LOOOOOVE IT! it’s one of a kind🙃

    Mrs. KittyMrs. KittyDag geleden
  • Also ok zaddy haircut! 😻

    Krys' WorldKrys' WorldDag geleden
  • Love the new hair

    Kyra LawKyra LawDag geleden
  • Oh lawd just stop with the constant whiny bullshit and enjoy your privileged life, there are people that have lost their lives, their homes, careers. Count your blessings and stop trying to make yourself a constant victim smh pathetic.

    julesdwilljulesdwillDag geleden
  • Gawwdd i love her laugh its the best!!!!!!!!❤❤💖💖

    chelsea87auchelsea87auDag geleden
  • Jordan the former assistant seems like the only one who actually cares.

    SuperGingerSuperGingerDag geleden
  • Nossa, conseguiu ficar perfeita com esse cabelo

    Nara FelipeNara FelipeDag geleden
  • THIS. THIS WHOLE DAMN DOCUMENTARY IS EVERYTHING! My heart is so full of joy, FINALLY we see someone living in her truth in that industry and THAT is so refreshing, but most importantly are NOT ALONE in this sister. Keep on shining babe and live your truth ❤️💃🏽👯‍♀️❤️ ALL the LOVE and positive energy sent to you love! Love love love you Demi!

    Krys' WorldKrys' WorldDag geleden
  • The “moderation” thing. 🚩 🚩 🚩 Listen to Sir Elton John, please.

    Vicky !Vicky !2 dagen geleden
  • This is everything, I’m SO SO happy for Demi and her honesty. I wish her well in everything she does. By the way Demi, my daughter is single 😂

    Claudine CrinerClaudine Criner2 dagen geleden
  • I thought skillet hahahahahaha

  • Who else felt as soon as she said she’s engaged that it wasn’t gonna last bc he wasn’t genuine?! 🙋🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

    N GabrielN Gabriel2 dagen geleden
  • I love her hair even better now!!

    Royalty by Leala MAKEUPRoyalty by Leala MAKEUP2 dagen geleden
  • maria gadu

    Lohanna OliveiraLohanna Oliveira2 dagen geleden
  • 28:19 lembrei da Cardi B kkkk Demi também tem uma risada única q me alegra 💛🇧🇷

    Edy RodriguesEdy Rodrigues2 dagen geleden
  • I don’t like that she states that her crippling depression is essentially a type most won’t understand. We have all been through very similar if not far worse situation but just no spotlight or millions of dollars to support us. Please still be humble, and take responsibility for your actions that have affected so many people.

    slk Bambislk Bambi2 dagen geleden
  • what the f is a demi?

    mike daytonamike daytona2 dagen geleden
  • Demi needs to have a chat with David Crosby. He's done the hard drugs and now only does weed, too.

    dcbsmtdcbsmt2 dagen geleden
  • Is Demi actually okay? I can't tell

    L. T.L. T.2 dagen geleden
  • relieves her guilt. She feels in control & is still able to indulge - all while feeling guilt free since they all condone her approach. I pray this works for her, and wish her only the b

    Emily AnEmily An2 dagen geleden
  • Christina Aguilera is pure STUNNING! Omg!

    triplejoetriplejoe2 dagen geleden
  • tá fofa ,tipo inchada

    Eliel BarrosEliel Barros2 dagen geleden
  • Demi is honestly a mess. So much of his is actually ridiculous and it seems like no one loves her enough to tell her the truth.

    Ashley ShauticeAshley Shautice2 dagen geleden
    • Hole heartedly agree. Everyone in these comments seems to see through this last episode.

      MandaMandaDag geleden
  • I love how the intro of every episode says “if you need help just reach out for help or contact the numbers bellow (insert here public line service). There are people who can help you. The episodes: Demi had the best of the best professionals (like 100 all from different specialities) to take care of her = drug addict for over 10 years.

    tag oceantag ocean2 dagen geleden
    • @Bailey Duncan agreed! The determination comes from deep inside. You can have 100 professionals arround you and not feel the motivation to change. Just makes you think.. so many experts that her money can buy and help her motivate better and faster... But nothing is happening

      tag oceantag ocean32 minuten geleden
    • All the professionals can do is tell her how to change her life and what would help her change her life but at the end of the day none of those professionals are Demi and none of them make Demi's decisions for her

      Bailey DuncanBailey DuncanUur geleden
  • demi you chacing the wrong person. come here i may not be famous but i know i can give you the unconditional love and we both and continue to to be the better version of ourselves. =)

    King yeemKing yeem2 dagen geleden
  • Her story moves me really she has been through so much and being still as strong to keep fighting is incredible I wish I could be at least 1% strong as she is! I wish and pray so much for her to get better and her addictions to only be part of the past I really think she deserves more than anyone to live the life she dream of to be the happiest in her life in her music in everything ! Demi I pray so hard for you because you deserve it and know that you are not alone of course you have your family and friends but you have millions of people who support you in the best way ! Don’t be scared or trying to be a role model for everyone because by being yourself really even during hard time people will support you ! You can be sure of that ! Stay strong baby we love you support you and pray for you

    Lea GLea G2 dagen geleden
  • Only 4 episode?

    ReettaReetta2 dagen geleden
  • Not sure why you have to pay for episode 3 & 4, I though this was supposed to help people not be a money grab and promo for the album. Pretty disappointing.

    Amy RaeAmy Rae2 dagen geleden
  • I love Elton

    Amanda StickleyAmanda Stickley2 dagen geleden
  • 20:41 GUUUURL! SANG IT! 😍

    T JAYT JAY2 dagen geleden
  • The friends she has I dream of having 🥰

    Kali BurnhamKali Burnham2 dagen geleden
  • Is she not PoC?

    Tab WaylandTab Wayland2 dagen geleden
  • No episode 5?

    Kristen MirandaKristen Miranda2 dagen geleden
  • I pray for her well being and health and continued growth.

    7777772 dagen geleden
  • I’m in recovery from drugs and alcohol for the last two years. For me....I can’t use any substance but for many others I have met in my recovery that isn’t true for them. Recovery is a very personal journey and it doesn’t have to include complete abstinence. Recovery is very different from sobriety. Those of us whom have overcome our addictions and have rebuild our lives; the main focus isn’t complete abstinence. The main focus is finding control in rebuilding our lives. Once we figure out how to do life in a healthy way, abstinence is no longer issue.

    Charlene BargasCharlene Bargas2 dagen geleden
  • OT but the crystal water bottle? 21:49 I need it!

    J AaronJ Aaron2 dagen geleden
  • Is this the last episode?

    bernardahdbernardahd2 dagen geleden